your satellite,
you're half a world away..
well dear, how do you do today? did you live your live well?
I'm counting down for today ,, just the small moment like this
the breeze of night ,, and all the moment is stopped
you stealing inch by inch of my life
can we endure it? luckily enough to survive
well, i don't think so, but who knows the end of stories?
you've already stealing my own life
all the hours in God's send
makes me stand in agony, winding down the windows
my future is a valentine, stolen in a perfect crime
but in a blazing smile, raise a question
you're half a world a away
but i my mind i whispered every single word you say
and before you save the night
you pray to me, your singing satellite
(insipired by: satellite/ stealing time by A&B)
Minggu, 20 Desember 2015
Senin, 01 Juni 2015
a scattered dream, a new defining point
oh God, what time is it now? what kind of date??
yeah, time is surprisngly passed.. day bay day, months and a year ..
I know those kind of days will be passed, my wretched day in those wicked time is actually gone by now.
and well,, suddenly I cant sleep, I cant think and I think I just feel that something trapped me has recluctanly gone : those routine activities
it kill me yes, actually I'm not mind with my daily routine as a post graduate student, but the peers is disgusting.
Ah well i don't want to talk about it anymore because no use of it,..
after a few nights I cant do anything I realize on this mid night that I found my self again in here, outside the routine activities, the targets etc.. who am I, what I dreamt for and fight for, and the ultimate is : describing my fear..
yes fear, this feeling is occupied me for several days, leaving my mind a new phase of me.
I know the bad thing was end, and this is just about me, how does my way to walk on it, to face it wee
those two people , in a tiniest amount is my resemblances.. i realized what is the result , no matter what, the key point is Process . I have to enjoyed it, be friend with my fear because no live can be surpassed without facing problem, including let new people joining our life again. no matter what they intended to me, the point is I have to settle my self first. without it there's no relationship will be better. yes, I', quite traumatized by previous part of my live..
I dunno, what will happen to me next day, my future,, my fate my dream,, it seems they scattered in vague , standing in midst... but this tiny time in this middle of night give me a point that it's time to get up again dear. your world, your future is waiting for you and I hope it's enough as a remember that whatever problem which come to you, belief that it shape and construct you know. more or less : that is life
yeah, time is surprisngly passed.. day bay day, months and a year ..
I know those kind of days will be passed, my wretched day in those wicked time is actually gone by now.
and well,, suddenly I cant sleep, I cant think and I think I just feel that something trapped me has recluctanly gone : those routine activities
it kill me yes, actually I'm not mind with my daily routine as a post graduate student, but the peers is disgusting.
Ah well i don't want to talk about it anymore because no use of it,..
after a few nights I cant do anything I realize on this mid night that I found my self again in here, outside the routine activities, the targets etc.. who am I, what I dreamt for and fight for, and the ultimate is : describing my fear..
yes fear, this feeling is occupied me for several days, leaving my mind a new phase of me.
I know the bad thing was end, and this is just about me, how does my way to walk on it, to face it wee
those two people , in a tiniest amount is my resemblances.. i realized what is the result , no matter what, the key point is Process . I have to enjoyed it, be friend with my fear because no live can be surpassed without facing problem, including let new people joining our life again. no matter what they intended to me, the point is I have to settle my self first. without it there's no relationship will be better. yes, I', quite traumatized by previous part of my live..
I dunno, what will happen to me next day, my future,, my fate my dream,, it seems they scattered in vague , standing in midst... but this tiny time in this middle of night give me a point that it's time to get up again dear. your world, your future is waiting for you and I hope it's enough as a remember that whatever problem which come to you, belief that it shape and construct you know. more or less : that is life
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